wow!!

wow bestnyer that girl !!
smlm gi kdai mkn at maran mkn chicken chop!!
xkenyg kan mkn spagetti smlm ..haha first time msk hangus bergayut kat phn 2jam nyer pasal ..huhu back to my story just now...smlm time mkn rmai giler bdk2 coz ada bola m'sia vs. taipei ...k then ms kul 10 camtu ada bunch of group ni dia mkn2 gak dpn kitrg skali ada fwen dia dtg bw cake...singing along birthday song pastu bw big teddy bear as a hadiah!!best giler!!! xpnh dlm idup org wat camtu eventhough dah biasa tgk org wat camtu tp kat diri sendiri ssh tul nk celebrate beday...huhu nway chicken chop yg mkn smlm share ngn masyitah k la...sdp gak...

k arini call dah byk kali xangkat lak..k fine i will just keep quite then ...hmmm...
skt ati tul..lain kali jgn wat lg tau u!!!kalo ada ko make sure u let me know yg u xleh bw phn huhu ni pict yg u nk tu:

off to fashion!!

how jealousy i am watching other people pict with an awesome clothes n a new fashion line in their wardrobe!!! its all u can get if u had a lot of money... Wow!!! i wish i had rm3000 just for shopg only ..just buy all new hot clothes...huhuhu nway thats all for this evening later i will update more huhu..
MISS U 'bdk kecik' nnt i call u k <3

jht!!mkn lunch pun nk tiru :P
dah la letk pict i as walpaper

feeling so lazy!!

so this is what i eat for dinner today ni first time mkn Nasi bandaraya yg dah 5 sem kat sini br mlm ni nk try ..k la ...KENYANG kowt!!penuh perut nmpk jer sket tp coz siap ngn lauk skali so kenyg ah...dinner ngn pain,nad,ora,zetty,mus,afdhal n penta...hahah the funny thing is sblm nk kuar mkn ... i wear a pj shirt then bdk2 gelak diorg ckp nmpk cam bdk tadika huhu tp xsempt nk take pict la lak...huhu nway pastu tukr la baby-t zetty huhu...mls kowt ...

ari yg sgt mls da la ponteng cls tax pg td..huhu
"dia" siap dah kejutkan dah pg td...early in the morning kul 6lbh kowt xingt time tu mamai lak "dia" call nk wish good morning then dah siap suh bgn mandi sume but mood malas giler pg td..padahal keje dah siapkan smlm hehe after that tutup mata blk n take my warm blanket n closed my eyes again ...pastu i called him back at 11 while im on my bed pastu we talk...hheheh suke nyer biler dia ckp im miss comel hehe he love to hear my voice...he said that im funny..is it? hahah...he said im naughty but only for that morng ...naughty camner..ntahla heheeh ssshhhh!!only him know..huhu biasa2 je la..suke kaco dia !!!i call him "bdk kecik" hehe

the feeling i had to u hopefully will last forever...eventhough kiter br knl but hope we can be fwen till forever i pun xnk ltk pape harapan sgt...dah phobia with this game...i suke u bkn sbb paras rupa u eventhough muke u nmpk cam bdk kecik hehe i ske u bkn sbb harta u walaupun u naik kete sorong jer hehe i ske u bkn sbb pandai which cgpa u lagi tgi dr i i bkn ske u sbb u lagi muda dr i doesnt mean i ni tua sgt ..matured jer haha i bkn ske u sbb u ske puji i ...i pun xtau np u ske sgt puji i...but i ske cr u lyn i...u respect i...bkn sbb nk kn bdn i jer..or nk mgtl jer...tp u ske n u comfort kwn ngn i so pun ske kwn ngn u...
eventhough kiter xdeclare pape but allthis is just a feeling ...n i xnk hrp pape nnt takut hati i berkecai lagi...k...huhu
so now goodnyte world let us sleep n have a new bright day for tomorrow!just like today!!

only hope

damn!!! benci giler when everytg i had plan xjadi!!! punya la xsabar nk jumpa dia ths weekend nk gi beli phn ..eventhough murah jer but the things is nk beli ngn dia then nk gi watch movie transformer lak !!!damn!!!y!!!! i hate UITM!! its just because of that PPP dia xle nk gi dah ...huhuhu ak ni pun satu luper lak dia junior xsama tarikh ppp ngn ak huhu so everything just left hope nk jmp next week ...but still ARGHHH!!! k fine...then dah plan ngn my fwen lak nk gi PP this friday ...k xpe la nk wat camner...huhu td nk mkn pun xder mood but still hbs mkn gak la hahha n wat tax pun camtu je la...mn xphm trs mls nk pahamkan huhu

a crazy ppl with awesome day...

huhu last saturday...kitorg gi gambg ...gambar ni suku jer among yg gi...we had fun playing at water park ...mcm2 bnd happen tudung tercabut la..selipar tertinggal la...abg askar kaco ler..hahah...mcm2...xsilap sume skali 15 kowt yg gi...in this pict (from left)..ayu,zetty,mimiey and pain...

 the place was awesome...dkt surau blkg tu lawa...sdp jer mata memandang ...cewah hahahhah...ayt xleh blah huhu nway ...

xbnyk pict leh tgkp coz bz playing....we finish playing at water park around 4 something...then sume gerak mkn kat ner eyk..lupe dah huhu

 this pict was taken right before we go for dinner...this building is just right beside sblm msk gambang  ....

huhu so ni jer dinner for that day ...nasi putih sayur kangkong belacan daging merah n tomyam campur...then after we had dinner ...ktrg sume gi solt maghrib n trs blk...huhu...

a love that is hard to find

since  i was a little kid i never felt a love that people always appreciate and a pure love that people always remember... losing a mother is the most sad thing happen in my life...but He loves her more than i do... and now only hope for love from a dad ...but then its all just a dream.... hoping for him to call he never do...hoping for him to say hi...quite impossible ...i hada father which i felt i never had.. im not saying a bad things bout him..but is it so hard to have his love towards his own child?? its not that i never tried ..but i have tried a million times...i called him he never asnwer i text him he never reply...doesnt he realise that he still have a child ...or he just forgotten???

well actually i am jealous ...jealous of seeing  any parents send their children to collage or school ..jealous of hearing a conversation of my fwen n with their parents..a sound of happy ...mad ...towards their parents ..a sound of love towards their parents....a sound that its hard for me to have one ...i wish i will find that love someday ... to felt it the joy n love from my own father........

the new leaf

is been years i never meet a guy like him..i shouldn't make a quick assumption coz i just knew him for about 3days but the thing is i never meet a guy such a caring like him ... 

o felt so happy n joy when i skype with him... hear his voice...be4 this i never believe that love is exist ..n i never believe that love can be so sweet ... after he come into my life i learn a new things which no one ever taught me before....